Friday, June 16, 2006
sadded
sunday, june 11 2006, 2120 hrs.
she lay to rest.
i guess everybody knew that she cld go anytime.
but it all came as a shock still.
at first we all thot it was just her cough.
but then nek nah felt otherwise.
so when it became apparent, all of us gathered in her bedroom.
but at least she went peacefully.
with a silent tear rolling down each cheek.
instead of millions and millions of needles poked into her.
and half of her blotted right ?
at least we were there with her.
*sigh* imagine we actually went out that night.
and we din return till late at night ?
horrible thot.
im glad she was at home.
SUPER glad.
eventho it was only for awhile.
it dosen matter.
she went with family who loved her by her side.
with her younger sister and two nieces with her.
and it was fast.
instead of all those scenes u watched in the movies.
at least our beloved nenek din suffer so much.
then we started calling2 ppl.
saying she alrdy went peacefully.
all of us cried.
except for abg lah. who did all the calling ard.
then when ibu finally arrived home ..
it was just so sad to watch .
she of all ppl shld've been with her till the end.
ohwells. whats done is done.
we cant change it.
then ayah went to call a doctor to legalize her passing away was natural.
relatives and close family friends came pouring in.
and during which i went down for a stroll of fresh air.
terserempak with syaza =)
glad she was there.
she just finished her concert.
and i just totally forgot abt it.
then i went back up.
and stayed awake till 3.30
om rasheed came.he was at mak jun's house.
cik norliah and family came too.
and we went on abt why they covered the mirrors when there's a death in the house.
lol. at least it cheered me up.
woke up at 5.30 later.
then took over reading yaasin to nenek.
the tukang mandi came at 10.
then we took turns to hold / kiss her for the last time.
i wld've regretted not going.
and then we had the kebumikan at 12-ish
and it was surprisingly cool.
then the kenduri.
the last family to go home was anter's
lol. they came back the second time to accompany tanter dewi's sis.
then aft they left .. nonrelatives came .
tuesday was a sombre day.
everyone stayed at home.
except the t.p ladies.
and we found out there wasnt anything saying we cldnt turn on the comp and the tv.
=) and that was nice.
anihoos. i finally started on my tons of hw.
and are halfway thru at least.
wednesday, we had our kenduri.
everyoneeveryone came.
cik paat was the last to leave.
thursday was things back to normal.
meaning before she passed away.
the tanters were still here tho.
but in the aftnoon, they went to wak's place.
stayed over there.
and today they went home =)
byebye tanters and nek naah =)
to think of it.
we wldnt have known what to do if they weren't there .
and now.things'll be gg back to normal.
except nenek wont be with us physically.
but she's always spiritually there.
tok too.and cik nani.
alrighty then.
we're having steak for dinner ^________________^
and sis need some time oooout :)
we're gg shooopping this sunday.
and next saturday.
with kakaks =P
oOo irdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !
go out for lunch one of these day alright ?
we have alot of things to catch up on =P
love you girlfriend.
and anything just call me alrights ?
u dun have to suffer alone okaaay?
that's what im for.
^__________________________________^
6:52 PM
one boy; one girl.
two hearts; their world`
two hearts; their world`