Monday, May 22, 2006
*sigh*
again.
but now its getting worse.
the nurse said she's in critical condition.
and she's spose to be in icu but got no space.
whaaaaat. dumb isnt it?
and her memory's getting worse too.
she cldnt rmb she was in the hosp.
*sigh*
her kidneys have failed.
her heart is weak.
she has diabetis.
and whatever else that's contributing to deteriorating her health.
ytd we went there. and she was abit better.
just that she cant seem to fall asleep.
then cik pendi came with his family.
he has a newborn daughter and he named it nurranizar.
how cool is tHat ?
my cousin is named after my very own mother.
then wak also came.
and boss alrdy visited her.
i dunnoe who else have alrdy visited her at the hosp.
sunday morning.
when she was just admitted to the hosp, they were talking abt her leaving peacefully or with a tube stuck down her throat.
and she cld go any moment now.
terrifying isnt it ?
when adults talk abt death so seriously.
i mean yaah everyone's gonna go thru it.
but most of us wont know when we're going .
and nenek's seeing her mother.
who's calling her to come home.
ibu said it's a sign that she going off soon.
scary lah what.
ok so besides all that.
i got 1st in class.
well if i din then it wld be a total disgrace wldnt it ?
and i got 12 in the level.
`hurrh. muchMUCH space to improve.
and heyy its siglaap.
aim for scholership ok?
and so far i've only failed my history overall. =)
happy me. *sigh*
so im trying to enjoy&appreciate the simpler things in life.
shall not launch myself into a complicated life.
i was spose to read the annoucement just now.
onstage.
but i din. and so sharifah read it for me =)
THANKS GRL
then she bitched abt how rachel forced her to go up with me onstage.
coz she'll look like a total idiot if she went up.
like whaaaaaat.
yes i din like her to begin with.
but i din know she was tHat bitchy .
half of my class is dropping into the normal stream.
i cant say im genuinely surprised coz most of the students are so utterly dumb.
sheeeeeesh.
10:35 PM
one boy; one girl.
two hearts; their world`
two hearts; their world`