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Saturday, November 19, 2005
ishh.

havent slpt since yesterday.
since. uhh.yeas.
spent d whole nite/mOrning on d cOmp.
figuring out how to wOrk d dreamweaver~
oklah.sOrta familLiar wif it already.
at least it got my mind off stuffs.
and i haf d mp3 on cOnstant replay.

shikin woke up at ard 6.
den at 7 abg woke up.
sis told him ammar.asLam.akashah going watch hpgof.
and dey had 2 extra tix.
d aunt gave them.
and it was it 10.30 today.
i wanted to go.but decided against it.
yeas.going out wilL make a feel abit better.
bUts.got no moOd.
and aniways.i already planned to stay hM d whole day today.
sis' friends came.
den dey left.
den shikin's kwns came.
watched d maid.again.
dey just left.
needed to go hOsp.
abg just got hM.
and my parents are stilL at malacca.
no news since yesterdayy.
sabs' out.jlning raye wif fam.
dunnoe wader i'll be joining her tmr nots.
coz tanter sewa'd 8-seater car just for tmr.
abg wan's driving.

hmMs.i wOnder.whyy do u keep rubbing in d fact tt i diD cOnfess.?
like.wad diff does tt make to YOU.?
heyy.i din planned on it to happen okay.
i questiOn ur spose'd love for her.
if its realli LOVE.u'd done mOre den u already haf.
i dun mind u talkin about her alL day.i haf no problem wif tt.
just.u say u love her coz.she's cute and stuffs.
everithing's so materialistic.why?
wld u haf fell for d same persOn if u were bLind.?
different ppl see ppl differentli.i nOe.
not my right to judge her rite.
ape2 jer lah.
i wanna disappear .
like amirah.at least she's gonna get wad she wants.

3:12 PM
one boy; one girl.
two hearts; their world`