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Sunday, January 02, 2005
depressed..

haiZz..dere's absolutli nth to do..i haf nV been dis bored in my entire lyf..!!ish..wad dO i do everitym i feel bored..?!i totalli forgot..i forgot how lyf was before i got into 5j..i forget how to smile for no reason..to laff coz i made a fool outta myself..i forget how to loosen up..i forgot how to be myself again..haiZz..had am i gonna do..?yea. i'll haf fwens..buT..i wont be haf as close as i am wif mY fwens..things nv gonna be d same ever again..im afraid me and my bestfwenz wld be lyk my sis and nas..dey..how do u put it..?haf nth to talk abt animore..lyk as if dey're strangers all over again..haiZz..i dun wanna fall out up my close fwenz juz coz we dun see each other everidae..haiZz..i dun think dere's a chance in hell everone of my fwenz wld be able to get into d same jc..or poly when we graduate..ryt..?alar..dis is juz being pessimistic sehh..wadeverla..i shldn't think too much abt anithing..kip pondering abt d past..ish..get over it la gurl..!urgh..wadever..haf to kip myself occupied..nid to go.

6:50 PM
one boy; one girl.
two hearts; their world`