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Thursday, December 09, 2004
taufiK

yeY..hah.mYrah..congrats..=P..ur one of us noW..hahakXx..giler..aperjerr..bored sehh..for d ferst tym in my lyf..i wish we din haf holidaez..haiZz..miss everione soO soO much..smyLs..esp. my closest fwenz..haizZ..juz got off d fone wif amirah..she's scared..for wad..?its fun miting new ppl..ppl u wld learn to trust eventualli..and u'll haf fun wif dem..lyk we'd haf fun ard each other's company..haiZz..wad if i end up in d same skewl as him..?ish..tt wld be a total disaster..wadz d point den..??urgh..wadeverla..yea..im happiE..soO soO happie..estatic even..hah.lyk real.get a grip manz..im irritated by myself..its definite tt i cannOt show how i feel insyd..physicalli.tt's juz nOt gonna happen.no matter how sad or angRy i am at anione.or even how diappointed i am..tt i got 228..!!urgh..cld've done much much better..belif me..dunnoe wad happen..but..still..my facial expressions sae wad i feel insyd.tt's juz how it is.alL d tym..since i was born..haiZz..nowadaez..i dun laff tt much..or smyl..or haf d mood to do anithing..and tt sucks..coz it'll remind me of u guyZ..and how fun it was back den..when we were still a class..being called gangster..or mummY..or wadever..it din matter to me..coz noW..im missing tt..alL dis wld juz become memories..im worried tt i wld forget all dis..forget abt how lucky i was to be able to mit such..wonderful ppl..ppl sae memories last forever..yea..i hope so..

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