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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
posting..

whoa.juz got my posting todae..alL of us act.haiZz..wad iZ dis..?!everithing org lain harap2kan..org lain yg dpt..urgh..shldn't haf gone in again..if not.i wldn't noe..!!ish..wad is dis man..punishment..?!wad did i ever do.yar..i noe im not anGelic or anithing la..but still..i totalli do not deserve dis..urgh..wadeverla..mebbe its smth gd..?in a way..yea.coz i noe nobody going to d same skewl..haA..yeY..tt i haf to be thankfuL abt..start afresh..whoa..niCe..okla..everithing has its ups and downs..i do agree..budden..still i dun get how cum everithing i wanted went to sumone else..sumone whu i seriousli despise ryt now..but..still..no matter wad..i dun.hah.funnie ryt..wadever.
its not sure.im not sure.omg..wad is dis..whu wld u rather belif..?d person whu saed it demself..or ppl saying it..aLot if ppl saying it..?haiZz..wadeverla..y d hell am i stressing over dis..?!urgh..fine.wadever.
wld u rather stay in pasir ris.or appeal for temasek.tho u dunnoe whether u wld get in.or.juz get d whole thing over wif..and juz masuk siglap..?tanter saez sabs nak appeal for siglap.if she does..den mebbe i wld la..it doesnt aCtualli matter to me..as long as tidak dikacau sudah..i dun care if dere's no skewlmates of mine..it makes starting afresh easier..soO..? wad wld it be..?
ahh..tmr going orientation.sec 1 of coz.haiZz..y do dey make it soO goddamn early in d morn..?!trying to get back at me for not waking up early or wad..?! ridiculous..den aft tt going to appeal for temasek..dunnoe whether wld get in not la..budden juz try..wadz d harm..ryt..?most likely i wont get it la..budden..wadeverla..if not..juz stay in pasir ris la..den sis saez might as well appeal for siglap sehh..hah.budden wad if appeal temasek..den dpt..?!omG..den im stuck wif ilyas..wad izzit wif him sehh..alien.budden.if appeal for siglap.den im stuck wif alL does minahs..and mats.apersehh..might as well juz stay in pasir ris ryt..?haiZz..owellZ..let's juz wait and see wad happens la..dah ditakdirkan..dere's onlie so much u can do..d rest in up to allah.so religious sehh..ahakXx..ouhh..guess wad..?im not transfering..out of madrasah i mean..still dere..haiZz..wld be soO damned next year..new things.new skewl.new fwenz.new lyfstyle.new route to skewl.new wake up tym.new uniform.new motto....new...wadever else la..budden..main thing is..everithing's gonna change from now on.lyf's not gonna be soO easy animore..haf to study harder..ouh.new year's resolution.get into jc..ahakXx..yea..i noe its still a long way..but.yea.haf to think abt ur future...now it doesnt matter whether u haf a boifwen or whether ur d most popular gurl in d skewl..wad matter is getting into jc.tt my prime goal.yeY..i haf a goal..lame.okie.i guess dis is it..im doing dis for my parents..on d behalf of my sis.whu din make it..=)..d pressure is now lifted of u..ahakXx..ridiculous.okie la..haf to go coOk..for u sis..ouhh yar..if ur reading dis..juz now..abg masak again..nasi goreng..tt's all he ever cooks sehh..okie..talk ltr..bb..lurve d way i alwaez list down d disadvantages and d advantages..ahakXx..makes lyf easier..and better..=)

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